i'm saying it now, 'cause i wont be around for New Year!! where will i be you ask, well, go check out the Just Jesus site.. once your there, go check out the band line up and everything will become clear.. we're 14 people going and will be leaving 2morrow, (30 Dec) at 5pm. driving through the night, surviving on V's and RedBull!! i know, you just wish you were me.. but next year you can also go..
otherwise all is well. my kids are visiting their grandmother and shawn and i are trying to see the prophesy of a 4th child sees daylight.. just joking..
i'll write and post photos when were back
love you'all

it's a new day

hi there all and all..
i just came from Wilna's blog and it is so much fun visiting there.. she always has the coolest stuff happening there.. makes the rest of us look so boring. i just love it. see, if i feel all creative i just tell you all to go there and suddenly i look good, just for knowing her.
i've been out of action for a few days, ok, ok, maybe longer, but i've been having so much fun. my house is overflowing with love and people, and people i love the last while. it is school holidays here by us, so everybody just end up comming to our house in the faint hope that something is going on here and there usually is.. we have been playing an insane amount of Balderdash, we play Super 5 and watch movies, we visit, laugh and the weekend decided to go out to a holiday spot about 60 km from home. what started out as a little fun for our family, ended in 17 people living in primative conditions and loving it. when we came home last night we were all so tired, i can't remember much.
we all went to help Hesmari pack up her house and get ready to move out, as she's visiting her mom for a few days and then it's JJS!! Just Jesus Sessions! be expecting photos.. Don't you just love this photo of Dagan and Megan (Hesmari's little girl) i love it,just love it.
Ok, there it is, now i'll go and see you soon.

Making big mistakes

don't start stressing out, didn't do nothing bad.. just ended on my face in front of the TV as a woman i think Cindy Jacobs or so was speaking about how we loose faith in God to do what He said He'd do. and i realised that if anything doesn't happen, i do loose faith. Easily.. so, i did what any good bad girl should, i repented, cried and will now watch the condition of my heart even closer.
but the big mistakes, that was just something powerful that she said.. after once doing something that she thought would be a catastrophe, her mother sent her one of her fathers sermons and in it, he spoke about making big mistakes. he said, big people make big mistakes, small people seldom do, as they are not willing to take the chance. then, think of the apostle Paul.. what comes to mind, how about brave, godly, courageos, matyr.. now what about David.. God's blue-eyed boy, songwriter, worshiper.. but do you also remember that both of them were murderers, Paul persecuted the church and David had an affair with Betsheba. wow, it just moved me. just because i make mistakes, that is not who i'll be remembered for, it is the chances i take in serving God that will in the end testify about my life.
I pray that God will give me more boldness, more courage, more surity about my beliefs, more of Him, daily.
just wanted to share that with you

You Are 80% Peaceful

You are a very peaceful person. All is good in your world, no matter what's going on. Occasionally you let your problems get to you, but you generally remain upbeat. Your inner strength is inspirational - much more so than you may realize.

How Peaceful Are You?

words you NEVER want to hear

I'm hoping that this will be the hardest blog i'll ever have to do. you see, it's already difficult to journal this event in our families life, and yet i know that God's grace and mercy is big and that He has kept myself and my family safe from all kinds of terrible things..
so, here goes. my little baby, you remember her, TAMAR, she is now 10 months old and has been diagnosed with Herpes Simplex. Yes, wilna, herpes. i thought i was gonna die. i freaked out, horrible thoughts went through my mind.. and then, when he could calm me down, the doctor asked me. Do you get fever blisters, does your husband? on both these questions, my answer was yes, only to hear, that then we too have Herpes..
but my poor little baby, she has it all over. her legs, arms face, torso and a nappy rash from hell.
i feel so sorry for her, but as there is no cure for herpes, she is on antibiotics for her infection and on Kortozone for the herpes. and other than that, we keep all her stuff seperate, put aquias cream on her and pray it will go away.. so, here is where you all come in.
i need all the old wifes tales, all the mothers advise as to building up her immune system, boosting her red or white cell goodies. anything you got will work.
everyone else is fine. oh, except me. picked myself up a bad case of flu. so my asma's got me not doing much and my 'poor little me, i'm sick attitude' has me doing even less.

OH yes, we saw the best movie last night. it's called RV and stars Robin Williams and then some. it was fantastic. watched it again this morning. my kids got to watch it with us, and i always love that.
anyway, got to get working again, always love chating with you

so sad

we had such a great weekend. we laughed, worked our butts off and then we came home and cried. Hesmari's husband has decided to end their marriage. he has chosen not to serve God, but to go against His word.
hesmari's heart is broken, and as the Casting Crowns song says:
Your holding her hand, your trying to make sence of it all. just love them like Jesus, carry her to Him, His yoke is easy His burden is light. You don't need the answers, to all of life's questions, just know that He loves her, stay by her side. Love her like Jesus.

so, that's me now. just being there, and making sure her leagal rights are covered. making sure that the fight that is just not in her right now, i'll fight, until she's ready to do so.

my heart aches for her and her children.. pray with me.

we did see Hillsong London live on Friday, and it was amazing! God has such a magnified presence when people honestly seek and desire His presence. i loved basking in the glow of His Glory..

Also, Shawn did a hair show with about 60 models that did their SA Finals.. Maybe next year we'll get to go to the SA's. then it's 5 days consecutive doing hair all day.. we were so tired afterwards, even i thought someone had spiked our water, we were just mumbling we were so tired.

have to work again, talk soon

'm still alive!! will blog 2morrow

20 min left

only 20min of my 8 year anniversary left, i thought i should give us a shout our be4 i get into bed..

i spent the last couple of hours, reading alot of Word, (love my new Bible!!) and wait for it, wait for it, doing scrapbooking! yes, wilna still inspires me, although she is so far away. also, i've been asked to do someones wedding photos, but think it will be good to first get a feel for it again, as i've not been able to scrap since SHE has not been around.

so tonight has been a wonderful time for me. oh, yes, on our anniversary, my husband took me out to a nifty 60's diner.. did i mention it was a leaders meeting at church! he's so lucky that they planned it 4 tonight, so now it doesn't have to cost him a cent..

you can pray for my little baby, as she is rather sick and i feel myself catching a bug of some sort aswell, so pray i get better soon.

very excited, as tomorrow i'm getting my copy of CARS and of Hoodwinked.. my kids are gonna flip, i can already hear Dagan screaming! you realise i will not be watching anything else for a while, so if my conversation tends to get boring, you now know why!

got to go to bed now, love you

Issue 2

YOUR NOT ALLOWED TO READ ISSUE 2 IF YOU'VE NOT READ ISSUE 1!! DON'T CHEAT NOW, SCROLL DOWN AND READ THE OTHER ONE FIRST!







hi there,



what a day was today! it rained almost all of the day and it was cold and wonderful.. hadn't had one of those in a while.. now, i knew Wilna had said she'll send something with her friend that is comming to SA, but last time i drove myself crazy, going to the post office every day, waiting, waiting, waiting.. so this time i didn't! i was very controlled! i only checked the mail every second day. and then with the car breaking, i forgot to take the post key off, so i skipped yet anouther day there. but today, today it was there!! I GOT MY PARCEL!!!
wow, what all was in there.. well, the most amazing CD! wilna is right about Leeland, they are amazing. that guys voice is just wow. Hesmari said it well, she said that she would like to go and stand on a mountain and through her arms out and listen to him singing all day. that picture worked for me aswell. i also gots meself some candy!! it is a hoot! it is dr Atkinson candy, it's ok for me to eat! jippee! i want to keep them all as long as i can.. like till... tomorrow!! i got fabolous scrapbook stuff. so exceptional. if i do a page with that, i'll have everyone amazed, 'cause no one has seen it befor!! great plan, wilna, we'll have everyone baffled!! i got my HALL OF FAME 2006! my own autographed copy and a Nov Keepsakes! Shawn and i looked at everything Wilna had made and she deserves her spot it the top 25, actually in the top 1!!
and so i've saved the best for last. i'll give you a clue, you can read this in there:

on your feet now - applaud God!

Bring a gift of laughter,

sing yourselves into His presence.

Know this: God is God ad God, God!

He made us; we didn't make Him

we're His people, his well-tended sheep.

Enter with the password "thank you"

make yourselves at home, talking praise.

thank Himm, worship Him

for God is sheer beauty

all-generous in love

loyal always and ever

Psalm 100

if you guessed a small, exscisitly beautiful, leather bound, gold page trim, Genisis to Revelation, red ribbon place keeper, with note inside, pocket size, message bibel, well then you are RIGHT!

and it is beyond words. i love it i love it i love it! i have smelt it probably 100 times already and it only arrived today.

i am happy, happy, happpy..

THANK YOU MY FRIEND, MY HEART IS ALL WARM AND FUZZY AND NOW I MISS YOU EVEN MORE!

all my love

ps, did i mention the chocolates?? i did, didn't i..

Blog 1 for 13 Nov!

yes, i have to number them, 'cause i just have so much to say and the two just don't do each other justice.. so i'll first blog about my weekend and then get to my marvelous day! although, on my blog you'll see no 2 above no 1, but i'll make you read 1 first, probably promise you chocalate or something!!

anyway, so the weekend we went to Hoedspruit to the youth year end thingy! it was radical! and by that i mean RADICAL! the youth are so hungry for God and so open for His presence! we enjoyed spending time with them, as always.. we had a wacky ice breaker, did it with a bunch of strange props... each team got some obscure thing that they had to figure out ideas with! it was such a hoot. them kids are funny kids, i likes them.

the worship was amazing, no big suprise there. Shawn and his team just have such a heart for worship! it is a breeze getting into the presence of God with them playing!! we were 21 people, so we didn't seem to fit in anyones house, so we all went to sleep on Daan and Stefanies game farm.. shame, poor us, do you feel sorry for us now?? we only got to see 5 Rhino and a herd of Kudu! some girafs and lots of impala!! Breakfast was the food of kings, coffee, rusks and Pronutro! you had your pick of chocolate or pink!

Sunday morning Shawn did the morning service at the church and we felt honoured and privilaged to be allowed to minister to their congregation. we really loved it! Shawn shined and i

was so proud of him. i think i might have blinded him with my flashing camara, you know how those cybershots can flash! But he was brilliant and i admire his courage and desperation for God's presence!

Then it was the long way home. we went with the bakkie, remember the car's still in the shop!! and i was driving, while like 8 guys, including Shawn slept on the back of the bakkie! now you can feel sorry for me, i was just as tired as all of them.

But the weekend was a great blessing, we enjoyed it and can't wait for the next oppertunaty to take the youth out.. still trusting for that transport issue, but we know God's busy with it..

all my love, watch out for issue 2 of what happened today!!!

wow word

heard someting mind blowing yesterday.. the more i ponder on it, the more mind blowing it becomes.. don't know if you've ever heard of Nooma. it is a pastor of a realy big church, that makes these short little movies, that just make you sit back and think for days, about something that took him only 11 min or less to tell you.
well, for me it is day 2 of "dust", and i don't think it will be over soon. the crux of the message is that we have to be covered in the dust of our Rabi, Jesus. the deciples, of any Rabi, would walk behind him, and get covered by the dust of their Rabi.. see, already amazing. anyway, the storie goes on and he talks about Peter getting out of the boat, to walk to Jesus. now, all my life i beleived that Peter looked around him and saw the storm, took his eyes off Jesus and couldn't imagine that even God's own son could save him now.. well, in Nooma, he says it a bit differant. he talks of how Jesus was not the one sinking, it was Peter. so, whom did Peter loose faith in?
and the answer is himself!! he did not beleive he could be all his master meant for him to be.
isn't that so true. we often beleive God for big things, but deep down inside, we feel that we could never meet up to that standard and it is not really in us to do this thing.

so, we beleive in God, but do we beleive that God beleives in us?

to the faithful few!

thank you thank you! you helped make my deepest dreams come true! we did it, we made the double didgets!

so, i know your just dieing to hear all about my weekend. it was just great. it was a very small and intimate camp, not counting the cooks, families, speakers and children, there were 10 woman there. if you include the befor mentioned list there was about 50!! just kidding.. it was very nice though. i think the ladies enjoyed it, i'm just trusting God, that His Spirit moved and I'm thankful that it did not depend on us to get the job done. we just had to be there and He did all the work. Shawn did some powerful worship, no suprise there. a lady gave her heart to the Lord, after she had been serving Him for so many years, we all picked up at least 3 kilo's, from Magriet's fabulous food, and we experianced God in a wonderful way in His nature. just so that you can stop worying, i did not cheat, and ate only GOOD food the weekend!

you wont beleive how our weekend ended though!! on the way out of Sabi, we hit a big rock sticking out of the road... you guessed it! Big damage! we hit the sumb (no idea how to spell that one!), for us girls who know nothing, it's the little oil holder bucket thingy in the botom of the car. we ended up having to leave our poor car right there in the Sabi! now, i have to do this, but if your english and don't understand Afr, your not gonna like this one, but ...

Daar staan my silver kar in die Sabi Sand met 'n gestampte sump! ha, ha, dink nou net as ons 'n sierra of so iets gery het!!

ok, enough Afr, i'm back in full swing! more excitement, we were sleeping friday night.. the power had gone off, it was very warm, so we opened the window! what we didn't think about, was the fact that we are afterall on a game farm.. so we woke up, a few hours later with a Hyina, sticking it's head through the window! i know what they look like on tv, thin scrawny things, let me tell you, they are so not! it is huge! scary so close up, but never the less, HUGE!

what a weeken hey!? will keep you up to date on the car stuff, pray that all works well.

love ya, miss ya

ps, guess what else, i have long nails! and today i put on a french manicure, i look so pretty! and yes you doubter, they are all mine and very real!

Hesmari, your it!

Yes, my friend, i am doing it! Your tagged!
while we were walking today, we spoke about it and i realised that Hesmari is a rather exsiting woman. i just want to make sure everyone gets to know her better.
let me tell you one very interesting thing about her! Hesmari embraces discipline! she really thrives on it. just like a little human sponge! and i am very proud for the changes she has made in her own life, for what she has allowed God to do in her life and for what she has meant to me in the last 2 years! thank you 4 being there!
that means, you Hesmari have to tell us some extrodanary things about yourself!! anything, but at least 5 of them..
can't wait to see.
talk soon..

oh my goodness, i have been so blown away since last night.. yes, our girl did it! she did it! i am so impressed, in love and in awe of Wilna! a BIG shout out to her! we always knew it was her of coarse, but now the rest of the world also knows.
have you checked out her blog lately, on one day she had like almost 60 comments! what's up with that!! come on now, i'm sure we can also make it into the double didgets here..
just kidding, but do leave your name and a short, yet detailed message and i will get back to you as soon as i can, oops, sorry, that one's for my phone. this one is more of a like drop us a line, love to hear what you think of the site!!
anyway, in my valley all is nervous! i have to give a speech on a camp this weekend and true to form, God is leaving everything to the last min! i have done my part, my summary, my speech typed out, now all i need is insperation.. it is a Purpose Driven life camp, and i'm speaking on the forth purpose, being a servant (ministry)! i'm so nervous, it's sommer helping me loose wight, as my whole body is just rejecting any substances! i know, to much information.
I also made the final draft of our official proposal for the Youth Centre. (the small one in town, not big fancy one outside town) and even if i do say so myself, it looks good. i hinted plenty for stuff!!! and made sure everybody knows we have a serious transport problem,as none of the youth have cars available and have to get lifts to go every where! what a mission. so, we are really trusting and relying on God to come up with a small (32 seater) bus or something. we have so many ideas, but everytime we get stuck on the transport issue! you trust with us, ja!!
My husband, hot as he is, has been asked to speak at a church in Hoedspruit! how cool is that.
so he is feverantly working on a sermon! i'm so impressed. it's rather unfair though, God's already giving him plenty of ideas!!
Count down has started for Planet Shakers! jipee! once again that darn transport problem..
all the babies are healthy, i'm good and God is great, so no worries, mate!
ok, it is really late, as you can gather from my weird blabbering. gonna say good night, good morning, good day
Love ya tons
Maryna and Pashawn

oh my goodness, i have been so blown away since last night.. yes, our girl did it! she did it! i am so impressed, in love and in awe of Wilna! a BIG shout out to her! we always knew it was her of coarse, but now the rest of the world also knows.
have you checked out her blog lately, on one day she had like almost 60 comments! what's up with that!! come on now, i'm sure we can also make it into the double didgets here..
just kidding, but do leave your name and a short, yet detailed message and i will get back to you as soon as i can, oops, sorry, that one's for my phone. this one is more of a like drop us a line, love to hear what you think of the site!!
anyway, in my valley all is nervous! i have to give a speech on a camp this weekend and true to form, God is leaving everything to the last min! i have done my part, my summary, my speech typed out, now all i need is insperation.. it is a Purpose Driven life camp, and i'm speaking on the forth purpose, being a servant (ministry)! i'm so nervous, it's sommer helping me loose wight, as my whole body is just rejecting any substances! i know, to much information.
I also made the final draft of our official proposal for the Youth Centre. (the small one in town, not big fancy one outside town) and even if i do say so myself, it looks good. i hinted plenty for stuff!!! and made sure everybody knows we have a serious transport problem,as none of the youth have cars available and have to get lifts to go every where! what a mission. so, we are really trusting and relying on God to come up with a small (32 seater) bus or something. we have so many ideas, but everytime we get stuck on the transport issue! you trust with us, ja!!
My husband, hot as he is, has been asked to speak at a church in Hoedspruit! how cool is that.
so he is feverantly working on a sermon! i'm so impressed. it's rather unfair though, God's already giving him plenty of ideas!!
Count down has started for Planet Shakers! jipee! once again that darn transport problem..
all the babies are healthy, i'm good and God is great, so no worries, mate!
ok, it is really late, as you can gather from my weird blabbering. gonna say good night, good morning, good day
Love ya tons
Maryna and Pashawn

hope you had a good weekend!

how was your weekend? mine was, well it was interesting.. i have some heavy stuff ocupying my mind, God is doing some hectic stuff. You know, when you'd rather just keep your tent poles exactly where they are, but He decides it's time for you to learn something new and move to a new level.. well, i hope I keep up and get to move on, 'cause i don't realy know if i'm comfortable in the actual moving phase.. but God is faithfull and will never give us more than we are capable of handleling.

i went out to my friend Louise and visisted her on their farm, as Shawn had a youth rally in Gyani, a rural area near us, and to go with the 3 kids, asspecialy Tamar, is just not practical. so, he took a whole bunch of kids on the back of the bakkie and off they went. and when they all came back, i was ready with Milo and a movie. It is truelly fun having all of them here in our home. I am proud of my husband, as he is so diligent in the setting the basic rules.. it is uncanny how the youth flock to him,'cause i think they feel safe.

Today was another friends birthday, Jason!! so, we all went out to his moms house for a birthday braai, but the birthday boy didn't pitch for the party.. To bad, so sad!! we still had a ball. we were all just so very, very hot, that we came home after and spend an even longer time in the pool than at the braai.. summer is so here!!

anyway, remember tomorrow is voting for Wilna again, so make sure you get around to it..

love you

me

An envelopes potensial..

it is amazing how a simple envelope, can send your heart racing, can make you go cold, from head to toe in an instant.. that is exactly what happend to me today.. just a routine run to the post office.. on my way to the queue my eye just caught the corner of the big brown envelope, that didn't attract me at first, but now suddenly, it had all my attention.. my heart started beating in my ears, in my throught.. suddenly i couldn't breath properly, 'cause there in my own hands, was a simple envelope, but with the most beautiful handwriting in the world. immidiatly i start looking for a

quiet place to open my treasure.. on not being able to find one, i just open it right there in the queue. inside, is a Creating Keepsakes with Wilna's work in, aswell as the most stunning card. I find myself (in tears by now) running my fingers over the stiching, knowing her fingers were there, smelling it to see if i could still smell her on the card. with tears streaming down my face i go the the open counter to collect my other mail items.. then i make the biggest mistake of my day, i open the card.. inside is the most inspiring letter (just as we all know wilna) and a Basic Grey neclase, or charm or thingy, it is now around my neck!! bawling my eyes out, crying like a baby i go to my car. then painstakingly i read every word of her journaling on the page that was published.. so passionate, so real, so wilna. I remember how many times i looked at her work, always loved it, but i didn't always take the time to read it.. how i wish i could have those days back and do it over. to just know every thought, every emotion, every tear... how well you get to know wilna, if you read her work.

Thank you my sweet friend, i loved it, i love it, i love you.

Youryna

Happy Birthday, Erika!!

Today is not only a hot, hot, hot summers day.. it is not only 2 months away from much deserved family rest and fun.. it is also not only a day

like any other day, but today is ERIKA'S BIRTHDAY!!! Congratulations my friend, i hope it is a wonderful day and an even better year. Hope we see each other more and more. I trust God will reveil himself to you in a more amazing way than you have ever experiaced and that you will feel His love and tenderness.

all our love,

the demeyer clan

Come on father time!!!!

I'm going crazy.. what time is it there, let's move it now!!! Who won, or came in the top 2??? who, who who!! if you are now all confused, go check out Wilna's spot again.. the suspence is enough to drive me to sugar!!! and i have not had sugar in the last 4 weeks, understand the desperation... the 28 comments on her blog, should give you an idea that i am not the only crazy person going balistic over her.. i just have the most to loose, see i'm her biggest fan, not the weird crazy stalker, peeking through her window type, but the praying till i drop, having all the faith in the world type.. You go girl, I'm so very proud of you..

can't beleive i skipped out on walking, to check out the blogs and see if maybe they told be4 12, no go....

love you all

oh, and stuff here are all good.. i love our cell, love our friends and find myself standing amazed that God has been so good to me. I might have had to give a great friend so that the rest of the world could share her (for a while), but He has blessed me with so many loving friends. He is truely God.

take care, be cool and remember, i love ya

Thursday, promise day

that is about the best way for me to look at today.. there has to be promise for a better day, not much can be worse!!

Yes, today was one of those days that really sucked.. had to much work, realised all the stuff that I would have loved to have done by now, remembered that I had hardly done any.. then to top a bad day off, I had a huge fight with Shawn.. one of those whoppers, that makes you amazed that all of that was probably already there and you didn't even know it.. did get something good out of it, I sorted out and fixed the scrapbook room. I just realised that I missed having that emotional outlet. and you know what they say, "impression without expression, leads to depression." Good one hey?

I did walk about 6km. yes, you read right, 6km. i am sort of getting rather addicted to exercise. it's a good thing i think. Wilna remember that time when you started going to gym and ended up spending so much time there, well, I'm there.. and if i can't go i get irritable. bad character, i know, but i am adamant to loose 40kg. now at 8!! Long way to go..

So, I'm gonna read a good book, finish up in the scrapbook room and go to sleep, 'cause 2morrow morning i go walking at 5:45.

Love ya, pray for me

What's up!!!

Hi all out there in cyberland..

You won't beleive it, we have NO people at our house 2night.. well, one guy, but he is fun to be with.. although, now it makes all the other people sound like not fun to be with, and that is so not what I meant..He is just baby christian, eager for everything, kinda fun..

anyway, check it out, a picture of me.. i might not get the photo thing happening!! it takes ages and i got stuff to do,, gonna keep trying though..

jipee, got it done. ok, let's try the kids now.. ok, got Tamar on, will try the rest 2 morrow. I have to run again, but i'm not doing anything yet, 2morrow, so I should have time to chat.
Please keep praying for us, we need it.
Great love, me

JIPPPEEEEE

She did it!! She did it!! She did it!! She did it!!
I couldn't be prouder even if it was me!! Maybe if it was one of my kids, but not if it was me!!
Go check her out...
Love you wilna

Hallo!!

Yes, i know, you want some photo's, but you can't have it all.. my time is truelly not my own and at this stage, making time to blog, is all the time i can squeeze off. as i'm typing, i have a bunch of people sitting waiting for me, confident that i am working.. we are all going to watch Arch Bishop Ash, speaking about what happens between the Time God promises until it is Fullfilled.. so, we have a bunch here. and now, they are singing all kinds of wierd songs, about not making salad without tamatoes, and not having a life without friends, i agree with the second statement.
I had such a productive day, had breakfast with all our hairdressers, went to have my Limphatic System drained, visited a sick friend in a different town, and got some excersise, prayerwalking and still made good food for my family...
Yes, Chrystal, their is talk of anouther child.. It will be a boy child, and closer to the time i'll reveil his name..
Tonight Matyn has Junior Youth, so she and her friend are out and about.
We're going to Planet Shakers.. all i have to do is book, but my husband said we could go!! Jipee
Anyway, I love youz all.. so lots and lots. by the way, do you all know my friend Wilna, if you don't, go check her out..
May God's full joy, and His peace, that surpases all understanding, be with you, until we meet again..
Me

Hey, I gots tagged!!

Yeha! I forgot, Wilna tagged me, so i have to tell you 5 things you would never see on my blog otherwise, so here goes..
1. I have an extremely high threshold for pain. Now i know some of you think that is a bonus, it is not, because of it i am able to pull out my toenails and live through the pain afterwards.. BAD habit.
2. I love bathstuff for gifts. I love the smell, the texture, the promise it holds of relaxation. Even if i don't get to relax every time I have a bath, the promise is still there. I am not crazy about bath salt and those litte oilball thingies. Love soaps and fizzyballs..
3. My greatest desire (up until 2 years ago, when my best friend moved to Canada, now visiting her is my greatest desire) is to go to Disney Land!! At 33 it is still a dream. to feel like a real kid again.. Love it
4. I wanted to be a opera singer. Yes, I did! Still do! Not really much i can say about that one, your either gonna understand and love it or not understand and think I'm a loon..
5. I am rather addicted to people! I love talking and helping them, i like them at all ages and in any walk of life. I would much rather talk and find out stuff about people than do just about anything else.
So, I'm full of stuff, got a few more, but your only obligated to read the first 5..
6. I am nervouse to speak in front of people. Yes, you don't beleive it, but it is true. I almost always have some or other stomach problem if i have to talk to a crowd..
7. I don't eat stew!! makes me think of the hostel and we never knew what went in there.
8. I love CSI!! Love it. and Survivor! Love that one 2.

Ok, i think i'm done, if any other weird stuff about me pop up, i'll let you know..

That was fun..

Yeah, I know, you thought aliens beemed me up!! well, then here it is, final and provable evidance, aliens do not exsist!! Yes all, I am back!!
In our lives things are extremely hectic!! Yes, some things really never change.. Today was no exception, but after seeing Wilna's web again, I just remembered that I use to love it to. so, put my new address on your favourites list, I am gonna try to make it last this time!
Matyn is ravishingly beautiful! Can't beleive that she is almost a teenager, and it warms my heart to still see her playing outside in the sand with her brother, or throwing the ball in the air to see how many times she can catch it.. She is still only a little girl..
Dagan is getting so funny. last night in sel, he was trying to talk to Shawn, while Shawn was trying to talk to the cel, and he "shushed" Dagan. D then promptly sat on the floor and giggled, saying "Daddy is so funny" Trying to gain control of his ever changing household, Shawn said "it won't be funny when it's on your bumm!!" to which Dagan giggled again and said "Daddies funny, like a girl!" that of coarse got the whole sel in stiches.. You try and get serious after that again..
And you can thank my new blogsite to Tamar, who finaly got her FIRST toothy today!!! Hoerai for my little shoeky!! And she has had this whole household running up and down, as she does not get teeth as easily as the other 2 did!
I do hope child no 4 is gonna be a breeze..
Now, i'm gonna love and leave you,
but I'll be back