Sunday, December 10, 2006

Making big mistakes

don't start stressing out, didn't do nothing bad.. just ended on my face in front of the TV as a woman i think Cindy Jacobs or so was speaking about how we loose faith in God to do what He said He'd do. and i realised that if anything doesn't happen, i do loose faith. Easily.. so, i did what any good bad girl should, i repented, cried and will now watch the condition of my heart even closer.
but the big mistakes, that was just something powerful that she said.. after once doing something that she thought would be a catastrophe, her mother sent her one of her fathers sermons and in it, he spoke about making big mistakes. he said, big people make big mistakes, small people seldom do, as they are not willing to take the chance. then, think of the apostle Paul.. what comes to mind, how about brave, godly, courageos, matyr.. now what about David.. God's blue-eyed boy, songwriter, worshiper.. but do you also remember that both of them were murderers, Paul persecuted the church and David had an affair with Betsheba. wow, it just moved me. just because i make mistakes, that is not who i'll be remembered for, it is the chances i take in serving God that will in the end testify about my life.
I pray that God will give me more boldness, more courage, more surity about my beliefs, more of Him, daily.
just wanted to share that with you

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