Wednesday, February 28, 2007

i'm a BEADER

No, read it again, not breader, i'm not pregnant.. i started beading.. relax Wilna, scrapbooking still the best... let me tell you how it began

well, i've been missing the creative outflow in my life, and have been looking for some way to fill the gap. yes, i can scrap, but my time has become seriously limited.. three kids, married to a really big and demanding kid, ministry, social life, school, stuff.. anyway, i never felt comfortable sitting in my scrapbook room while we have visiters, so i always wait till everyone has gone home and then i start. usually it only starts at 12.. now i just grab some string and in the conversation i can bead. i still scrap, nothing will ever be able to grasp the heartbeat of my family and my life, as journaling on a beautiful piece of paper.. but i now get to make myself and my friends the most exsquist jewelery. i'm having so much fun. also Tamar thinks they look like sweets and desperatly try to get all the containers opened, so that she can eat everything. even my husband loves it.. he just sees business oppertunities.. you know shawn,, money to be made in every thing.

anyway, just wanted to keep my word and blog more. got to go sleep now, got to get up at 5:30 for the day to begin again.. so cherio my lovelies..

Thursday, February 22, 2007







long time, i know, but it hadding been Tamar's one year birthday on Wednesday, i thought i'd hop in and post some picks..

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

some more revelation

looks like the only thing that gets me to actually sit down and blog is devine revelation..
i was having coffee with a friend a few days ago and she told me something, that i probably have heard befor, but never fully grasped.. so, just for incase you also never knew, or misgrasped, i'll share it with you
first, what do you understand under the word 'iniquities', i always got that it was our weaknesses, not as much choosen and active sin. so here is as she tells the tale. Iniquity, is sin that you are genetically inclined to.. your mother, grandmother and aunt are bossy, so, so are you.. it is sin, that lives inside of you, that pulls at you. so, the Word says that the devil attacs, and when he is thrown out, he leaves, BUT, to return at a more opertune time.. when is that, well, when your down and out and sad, and depressed. then he attacks. but let's just say that you are still strong enough to resist. then he takes that temptation, attack, flaw, to your children. Wow, here is the punchline. we should speak to our children, befor they come of age, of the sins of our families. the sin that they will have to fight the hardest. now i don't know if it did as much for you, but for me, wow, double wow..

otherwise, we are doing.. some aspects of life are stressful, our businesses are very quite, and stuff still needs to get paid and happen.. also, our youth center is burning us alive from the inside out and we just can't wait anymore. but, once again, we find ourselves befor a whole bunch of red tape, and we get discouraged and demotivated. so pray, pray, that our attitude will stay one of praise and our hearts will be pure and holy befor the Lord.

there are so many evils in the world, we really do not have much more time.. we need to get out there, off our butts and get people saved. the time is running out and never as fast as right now.

i have been a little creative lately, just don't have photos to prove it.. i've made myself a calander, clock, thingy for my scrapbook room and i've fixed up a very boring handbag to be a funky rocking bag!! it's very cool. i know i keep on promising photos, but this time really. in good sun 2morrow, i'm taking photos and blogging them. of my art and my babes..

so till tomorrow..

Friday, January 05, 2007

happy new year

how long can it take to catch up lost sleep?? i have not eaven downlaoded the photo's of JJS on my computor.. will do it soon, promise. tonight were playing boardgames, tomorrow we're braaing on a game farm, monday school starts (by the way, i don't have a curriculum yet) and i feel wasted tired.
ok, so i'll type again soon, now i gotta go.
love wilna!! i really miss her again lately, so i just had to say that..
later me

Thursday, December 28, 2006

i'm saying it now, 'cause i wont be around for New Year!! where will i be you ask, well, go check out the Just Jesus site.. once your there, go check out the band line up and everything will become clear.. we're 14 people going and will be leaving 2morrow, (30 Dec) at 5pm. driving through the night, surviving on V's and RedBull!! i know, you just wish you were me.. but next year you can also go..
otherwise all is well. my kids are visiting their grandmother and shawn and i are trying to see the prophesy of a 4th child sees daylight.. just joking..
i'll write and post photos when were back
love you'all

Sunday, December 17, 2006

it's a new day


hi there all and all..
i just came from Wilna's blog and it is so much fun visiting there.. she always has the coolest stuff happening there.. makes the rest of us look so boring. i just love it. see, if i feel all creative i just tell you all to go there and suddenly i look good, just for knowing her.
i've been out of action for a few days, ok, ok, maybe longer, but i've been having so much fun. my house is overflowing with love and people, and people i love the last while. it is school holidays here by us, so everybody just end up comming to our house in the faint hope that something is going on here and there usually is.. we have been playing an insane amount of Balderdash, we play Super 5 and watch movies, we visit, laugh and the weekend decided to go out to a holiday spot about 60 km from home. what started out as a little fun for our family, ended in 17 people living in primative conditions and loving it. when we came home last night we were all so tired, i can't remember much.
we all went to help Hesmari pack up her house and get ready to move out, as she's visiting her mom for a few days and then it's JJS!! Just Jesus Sessions! be expecting photos.. Don't you just love this photo of Dagan and Megan (Hesmari's little girl) i love it,just love it.
Ok, there it is, now i'll go and see you soon.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Making big mistakes

don't start stressing out, didn't do nothing bad.. just ended on my face in front of the TV as a woman i think Cindy Jacobs or so was speaking about how we loose faith in God to do what He said He'd do. and i realised that if anything doesn't happen, i do loose faith. Easily.. so, i did what any good bad girl should, i repented, cried and will now watch the condition of my heart even closer.
but the big mistakes, that was just something powerful that she said.. after once doing something that she thought would be a catastrophe, her mother sent her one of her fathers sermons and in it, he spoke about making big mistakes. he said, big people make big mistakes, small people seldom do, as they are not willing to take the chance. then, think of the apostle Paul.. what comes to mind, how about brave, godly, courageos, matyr.. now what about David.. God's blue-eyed boy, songwriter, worshiper.. but do you also remember that both of them were murderers, Paul persecuted the church and David had an affair with Betsheba. wow, it just moved me. just because i make mistakes, that is not who i'll be remembered for, it is the chances i take in serving God that will in the end testify about my life.
I pray that God will give me more boldness, more courage, more surity about my beliefs, more of Him, daily.
just wanted to share that with you